Where has the time gone? I tried to be a better blogger (last year),
but this year I will be a better blogger. It's one of my goals, I don't
make resolutions, but goals and to do lists, yes! So this is my first
post of 2013 and yes I know that it is January 23rd.
I
feel like it was just yesterday that I was making my last preparations
before my baby was due to arrive. She ended up making her entrance
earlier than her due date, but she was still early by 4 days. ;) And now
here I sit, alone on the couch going over her last minute party plans
and making decorations. I honestly can't believe that in less than 48
hours my baby will be ONE! Where did the hell did time go? And why did
it take my baby with it? For all of you ladies that are pregnant, or
have newborns, enjoy everything of having a small baby: all the baby
snuggles where you do nothing but stare at your baby; soak up the
sleepless nights where your baby wants to be fed and held all night
long; even soak up waking up a few times a night. Because before you
know it, your baby will be sleeping through the night and will be too
busy crawling, walking, or running to want to snuggle.
I
feel so lucky to have been blessed with the gift of motherhood. Briley
has changed my life in ways that I didn't know that I needed. I could be
having a horrible day and then when I look at B's smiling face my world
instantly is better. I love her more than words can say and I can't
believe that my body created something so perfect (with a little help
from Brian ;] ). People that say that they don't want kids honestly
don't know what happiness they are keeping from themselves.
